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* i like to consider us pretty good friends – i mean. you gave me new ribs, for crying out loud.

* i know i’ve been, uh, really…. pulling back from things in general from you and the crew, though. and i feel bad about that, but i just… can’t really keep up anymore, you know? i want you all to be okay but stretching myself so much has been killing me.

* i really do hope things will be okay, though. and even if they don’t end up okay – i don’t want you giving up. i know it’ll be hard, if it does turn out that way – but there’s a lot more to live for. both for yourself and for others. i have faith in you. i really do.

* if you ever need my help – you’re free to reach out, okay? i’ll be here still.

* { honestly the most…. vivid thing i still unfortunately associate with you is saevis. i’m glad that i was able to help, a little, and i’m happy that you’ve… more or less recovered from the last attempt at getting rid of him for good. }

* { my memory’s mostly failing past that, though. ;; being away from that chat cut off a lot from us – done us both a lot of good, but it’s… harder and harder to remember a lot of things now. }

* { i hope things will be okay. i’m sorry you have to go through what’s going on. }