I’m sorry things have been bad lately, Runi. You’re still a kid, you shouldn’t be going through all these awful things and feeling depressed…You and Flaps should discuss your feelings, it’s not good to keep it all in, and Flaps would feel terrible if he knew about some of the things you said. I’d bet he’d disagree with almost everything, and maybe he could give you some pointers on how to appear friendlier. You’re not the only one with self-esteem issues, even Flaps doubts himself sometimes.