Category: Flapsinhands

well who knows until you try? If it goes to hell with geist at least you can say you tried to mend matters. if you dont feel like it right now maybe give it a shot when things settle. I’m sure he can be reached, or something like that. I might be overly optimistic but it’s better than nothing, he seemed to lighten up with flaps after they talked so who knows, the guy’s super weird

* { i’ll…. i’ll think about it. }

* { after flaps is back to normal. ;; }

I’m glad you’ve realized your mistakes, Runiel. Why were you so overbearing and controlling in the first place, and how did you realize you were wrong?

* { i think a lot of it that i was scared. and…. actively trying to push people away, i guess? }

* { i didn’t like being awake. i didn’t like being aware of things again, but i figured that if i had to stay awake, i could at least try to actively go after the big threats in the void. }

* { and maybe that if i was too aggressive about it, maybe i’d be forced back into being dormant. or. something. i don’t know. i wasn’t happy back then and it’s still hard for me to not want to go back to not being actively around. }

If you don’t want anons harassing Geist, maybe you should go talk to him like Flaps has? Beware…Geist is still an ass at heart. Speaking of him, why didn’t you two speak up about the house’s treatment of him? Was it because you two were still trying to kiss everyone’s asses, or did you genuinely hate Geist back then?

* { i’d like to clarify that we weren’t “kissing asses”, at any point. we’d been trying to avoid conflict. }

* { there were a couple people who lived here who made some particularly rude comments towards geist, and i’ll admit, it was wrong of us to say nothing – neither of us hated him at that point, but as more time went on past that it just got harder for flaps to come talk to him about it. }

* { those people don’t live here anymore, though, and i’d rather not delve into who they were or what was said. }

* { as for why i haven’t talked to him myself – what would i even say? i joined the chat and as soon as he saw he voiced his disdain for me, it’s not like i can just go “hey i’m sorry i killed you twenty some-odd times” }

* { he hates me for what i’ve done, and what i am, and what i have the ability to do. and i don’t blame him for that. i want to talk to him, yeah, but nothing i say would affect how he feels about me. }