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* you

* you!!!! i really!!!! REALLY look up to you. which feels…. kind of weird. considering we hardly talk? but holy shit, every time i see you on my dash my day gets a little better.

* we’ve joked at each other a couple times here and there, but like. i really definitely wouldn’t mind trying to get to know you better. you seem like such a chill and laid back guy, and i’ve just…. not known how to really approach you?

* which seems to be a bit of a common theme for guys like you and your brother for me. it’s something i need to work on in any case? BUT I DIGRESS.

* you’re REALLY cool, my dude. and i mean that with 100% sincerity. and we should absolutely try to talk more, if you want??? i think it’d be nice.

* ( as an added note, i should also mention that you and mtt are absolutely????? mcfreaking adorable together??? it makes my whole soul happy seeing you two interact on a day to day basis. it’s Good Stuff. )

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* we haven’t… talked, in a while, which is unfortunate. I’m not entirely sure what to say to you, though, you know? i don’t want to like…. accidentally overstep any boundaries, or make you uncomfortable with my constant worrying.

* speaking of worry, though, i do worry for you – a lot. i’m…. not entirely sure of your situation right now, as things stand, but i do hope things are at least going okay for you. 😦 i know it’s hard. but i have faith in you.

* i definitely want to talk more, if you want. but it’s up to you.


* { i want to talk to you… flaps is pretty sure in his faith that you can do good – as am i – but i’m still…. wary of talking myself. }

* { it’s hard to try and talk to other “player” entities, most of the time. it feels. weird. i’d like to try, but i don’t… really know how. }

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* we don’t! actually talk all too much? which is honestly a serious shame.

* that being said – i look up to you a lot, too. i’ve followed you for a good long while at this point, and it’s been wonderful to watch how you’ve grown and changed from where you started. i’d say it makes me proud, but that feels…. weird considering we don’t really talk all that much?

* i know you’re on really hard times, though. and i wish i could do something to help you out. 😦 you’re a wonderful person, through and through – but i know me offering you my home wouldn’t help you much. you seem to be doing well where you are, and i’m really glad for that.

* but!!! we should absolutely hang out and cook or bake sometime together???? i think that’d be a lot of fun.


* { i am…. so sorry about the meatflood, still, }

* { it was probably one of the worst first impressions i’d given in a while. }

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* you!!!

* i hope your legs and wrists are healing up okay??? i know i see you in seras chat a lot, and i’m glad for that.

* i do, uh, feel kinda bad that i was busting up your legs after only meeting you a couple of times…? but i’m absolutely honored that you trusted me that much to allow me to help you like that. you were and are Really brave, and i do hope nothing but the best for you moving forwards.

* we should hang out again sometime, though! when you have the time. let me know. c:

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* you meme…

* we don’t???? actually talk overly much. i don’t see you around a ton anymore – aside from that one chat i recently joined – but i wouldn’t mind getting to know you more. I know you were a good friend of Dayma’s too – i’m… not sure where they are, anymore, but you know.

* in any case i really enjoy seeing you on my dash. you put out more memes and goofy posts than most other people i follow on here, and it’s a nice reprieve from things.

* we should find a way to hang out sometime, i think. it’d be nice!

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* you!!! one of the sweetest kids i’ve Ever met, honestly???

* i don’t exactly…. know if i see you around much anymore, at least as far as messaging goes? things got confusing once your alt showed up but i really hope things are going well for you.

* i really want to cook more food for you sometime! and i want to get to actually Meet you…. i don’t think i have yet and that????? absolutely needs to change.

* i really do hope things start getting easier for you as far as school goes – but uh, if that’s… already been resolved you can ignore this, i’ll admit i’m a bit out of the loop. ;v;


* { i can’t make much comment here… i don’t think we’ve ever actually talked. but you seem like a good kid. }

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* i like to consider us pretty good friends – i mean. you gave me new ribs, for crying out loud.

* i know i’ve been, uh, really…. pulling back from things in general from you and the crew, though. and i feel bad about that, but i just… can’t really keep up anymore, you know? i want you all to be okay but stretching myself so much has been killing me.

* i really do hope things will be okay, though. and even if they don’t end up okay – i don’t want you giving up. i know it’ll be hard, if it does turn out that way – but there’s a lot more to live for. both for yourself and for others. i have faith in you. i really do.

* if you ever need my help – you’re free to reach out, okay? i’ll be here still.


* { honestly the most…. vivid thing i still unfortunately associate with you is saevis. i’m glad that i was able to help, a little, and i’m happy that you’ve… more or less recovered from the last attempt at getting rid of him for good. }

* { my memory’s mostly failing past that, though. ;; being away from that chat cut off a lot from us – done us both a lot of good, but it’s… harder and harder to remember a lot of things now. }

* { i hope things will be okay. i’m sorry you have to go through what’s going on. }

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* you’re lucky you added that three there!!!!!

* ANYWAYS.

* i’ve honestly…. looked up to you for a long time. you’ve dealt with a lot – and granted, you’ve also dealt OUT a lot, but i see you working towards being a better person and it’s definitely paid off in big ways. i’m really proud of you.

* that being said!!! i felt REALLY honored when we actually started talking… i know we don’t MUCH, but i feel pretty close with you either way and i definitely look forwards to getting to know you better, and being able to help you out more when it’s needed.

* you’re a pretty cool dude. even if things get harder for you – keep your chin up. you’ve been a real positive force for a number of others. you got this. c:


* { we…. don’t actually talk much. i know flaps talks to you a lot, and really admires you – like he does for a lot of people on this site, actually – but i know you’re a good person. i guess i’m a little unsure of talking to you because i’m not really sure how you feel towards players and i don’t want to spook you off, but you make flaps really happy whenever you’re around and that’s a good mark in my book. }

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* yOU CHEEKY FUCKER I FIGURED YOU MIGHT SEND THIS NUMBER IN.

* you’re!!! relatively new around here. i wasn’t really sure what to make of you when you first dropped in – literally speaking – but you’ve proven tenfold that you’re incredibly trustworthy and loyal to the whole house.

* i can tell you’ve been hurting a lot recently, though. 😦 it worries me. i know that there’s a lot going on that’s been on your mind, but…. i want you to know you can talk to me about whatever’s bothering you, okay? i’m here for you, and I don’t want you to be isolating yourself through this.


* { another brother…. we don’t hang out much, but it’s nice every time we do. that’s probably on me for being as distant as i am, though. you’re a really nice presence to have around the house… and we’re really lucky you ended up here, of all places. you’ve done a lot to help us all out, and sought me out personally a few times. it’s been really comforting. }

* { and… he’ll be okay. i promise. }