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Flaps, you know who Nix is, and you know he’s Cubesy’s boyfriend, right? I’m worried what will happen to Nix if Cubesy’s dies….I’m worried he will do something drastic to his life, despite what he says….would you be willing to offer him a shoulder to cry on and a place to stay? I know it’s a lot to ask, especially because you’re so exhausted, but I think a friendly fellow like you could get Nix back on his feet.

* nix is a friend of mine, yeah – he actually got me prosthetic ribs a while back and has been here off and on a couple times.

* this being said,

* i’m not sure i can actually rightfully offer him a place to stay. it is a lot to ask considering my own energy levels, and while i do feel bad that i don’t feel like i can provide that, i’d rather outright say that than to make a promise that ends up being way more detrimental in the end.

* if he seeks me out, then yes, i’m more than willing to be a shoulder to cry on and a support for him, but i don’t have the energy to be going out of my way to do so and worrying about if he’ll even answer or not.

* i’m sorry if that sounds like…. harsh, at all. i’m just really tired, you know? i can’t be looking out for everyone like i used to, that’s what landed me in this perpetual exhausted state in the first place. x: