* { at this point, considering all he’s done right alongside eight? }
* { i don’t care. what happens happens, he brought it on himself. >_> }
* { at this point, considering all he’s done right alongside eight? }
* { i don’t care. what happens happens, he brought it on himself. >_> }
* { flaps is doing really well, btw. he got a big meat-egg from outtie yesterday for easter and he’s just been chilling downstairs. }
* { he’s… still not himself, but i don’t think he’s prone to attack anymore. }
* { a little, but… there’s not much i can do about it. i don’t have any jurisdiction over him, nor can i see what he’s up to. }
* { …. he uh, did. leave his phone here, though, but…… i’m. sure he’ll be fine. }
* { in light of tumblr being a mess yet again i’m gonna hold off on these asks i got for the moment }
* { i will answer them, though, no worries }
* { i’ll…. i’ll think about it. }
* { after flaps is back to normal. ;; }
* { i think a lot of it that i was scared. and…. actively trying to push people away, i guess? }
* { i didn’t like being awake. i didn’t like being aware of things again, but i figured that if i had to stay awake, i could at least try to actively go after the big threats in the void. }
* { and maybe that if i was too aggressive about it, maybe i’d be forced back into being dormant. or. something. i don’t know. i wasn’t happy back then and it’s still hard for me to not want to go back to not being actively around. }
* { i’d like to clarify that we weren’t “kissing asses”, at any point. we’d been trying to avoid conflict. }
* { there were a couple people who lived here who made some particularly rude comments towards geist, and i’ll admit, it was wrong of us to say nothing – neither of us hated him at that point, but as more time went on past that it just got harder for flaps to come talk to him about it. }
* { those people don’t live here anymore, though, and i’d rather not delve into who they were or what was said. }
* { as for why i haven’t talked to him myself – what would i even say? i joined the chat and as soon as he saw he voiced his disdain for me, it’s not like i can just go “hey i’m sorry i killed you twenty some-odd times” }
* { he hates me for what i’ve done, and what i am, and what i have the ability to do. and i don’t blame him for that. i want to talk to him, yeah, but nothing i say would affect how he feels about me. }
* { i don’t really know. i guess i kinda have to just… deal with things as they go, you know. some things i’m not allowed to block. }
* { the last time he found out about repressed/removed memories we all nearly died. }
* { so i’d like to avoid that, yeah. }
* { please don’t harrass geist on my behalf, ive done him a lot of wrong and he has every right to hate me }