Trust me dude. I’ll get it sorted out.
Or someone else will, all anons kinda look identical. That’s sorta the point.
* { mm. if you’re sure,,, maybe run the specifics by me before anything gets set in motion? just. so that i can be sure that nothing gets overlooked. ;; }
* { they hate and fear me for damn good reason and i’m not about to sit here and act the victim over it. }
* { like, yes! it hurts like hell. yes, it’s isolating. yes, i wish it wasn’t the way it is – but because of who and what i am, there’s always going to be people who are afraid of me. for what others like me have done. }
* { and i’m not in a position to fault someone for being afraid like that. i’ve made my mistakes, i’ve hurt people. i’m not completely innocent. i’m still learning. }
* { acting like i do no wrong and that everyone who says otherwise is just “a hater” is only going to end poorly. it’s a harsh criticism, but it’s a needed one. i do have a lot of power, and i need to make sure i keep that fact in mind. so that i don’t abuse it anymore. }
More like… Someone. I used to dabble in that. Still have some friends. Undoing anon magic is a pretty high price but I might be able to swing it.
* { i wouldn’t want you to put yourself under any duress. ;; }
* { i hope so…. making friends with everyone isn’t super attainable, though, we’ve come to realize that. }
* { not everyone is going to like us, or get along with us. it wasn’t smart of us to try and keep forcing it, you know. }
* { being amicable with others is a lot more attainable. }
* { i’m already back in it for the time being. not…. not in a mod position, you know, just. there. }
* { i don’t talk much though. it isn’t really my place to and there’s only a small handful of those in there that enjoy me being around. }
* { but i hope he does too,, he deserved a break, for sure, but… him getting attacked, him being so quick to snap at people, it’s just. it’s not been good for him. i just don’t know how things are gonna be once he comes out of it. like – maybe it’d be better if he didnt remember anything, but at the same time i know that’d cause issue too. }
* { i… don’t know. }
* { on one hand, it is nice, but….. it limits him, having me around and hooked up to him. i don’t like holding him back. }
* { not that he’s ever told me that i hold him back – i just. feel like i do, and i don’t like it. }
* { what exactly do you have in mind as far as him getting back on his feet goes, though? you aren’t being super clear about it. }
* { i’m not entirely willing to disclose information like that. especially with flaps still out like he is. it’d be wrong of me to give it out when he isn’t able to tell me if he’s okay with it or not. }
* { it was way too stressful. }
* { fights and disagreements were breaking out left and right, there was always someone going on about SOME issue they were having, it was just…. it was a lot to keep looking at. }
* { and i mean. we MADE that chat. we modded it. but eventually things got to a point where we both felt that staying there and in that position was just going to make everyone hate us eventually. }
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