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* { i’m holding off on letting him know. pathos is dead for the moment anyways. i don’t want to give him that kind of crisis right now. }
* [Your message has been intercepted.]
* { i’m holding off on letting him know. pathos is dead for the moment anyways. i don’t want to give him that kind of crisis right now. }
* i was pretty suspicious of him at first, tbh. he was rude and had unclear motives and i was pretty content to keep my distance, but….
* he ended up being pretty chill. and i’d like to think that i’m friends with him.
* i think you’re spot on, though. cubsey ended up having a lot of positive influences, but….. eight got dropped on his ass by. you know.
* that guy. >_> and he was more or less put through the ringer consistently since then. i’m not surprised things changed the way they did, but i am disappointed.
* i haven’t stopped! 😛 people just stopped asking. i like providing food for others – and i still do actively, like, offer those services, but my pool of people to offer that is kinda small atm.
* if anyone wanted, though, i definitely wouldn’t mind cooking for them. i’d just need to be asked, yknow.
* I am going to go make those Right Now
* iiiiii am not sure if i was made aware of this but it does sound like familiar info.
* i’m hoping things go well.
* [He seems a little averse to the hug, but he hugs back after a moment.]
* i’m glad to hear i was missed. 😛
* i don’t…. remember a ton of specifics. i know i attacked a couple of people, and it was generally pretty difficult for mostly everyone to deal with me, but nothing super specific yet.
* aside from, uh. attacking proph. but we’ve been cuddling nearly constantly so i’m going to assume they forgive me for that,
* it does, yeah.
* i know that as far as i go – early on, and still… pretty much currently? i like to be as friendly as i can and i met eight right as i was first getting communications set up.
* but that’s pretty accurate. and people change, so people’s opinions will change as well. i don’t think eight was this, uh. homicidally driven in the beginning. grumpy as all hell, yeah, but. you know.
* he changed for the worse as cubesy changed for the better, from our perspective.
* { i do want to but i’m not sure if he’ll ever want to hear me out. i wouldn’t blame him for that. }
* { we did stop. }
* { i understand where you’re coming from – and believe me, i’m damn tired of drama too. }
* { it’s just – scary. i want to trust him and i know flaps is going to want to try and get to know him, and i don’t want to stand in the way of that, but i just. }
* { we’ve been stabbed in the back by so many people nowadays???? it’s like, it just keeps happening. and i’m terrified that it’ll happen again, and maybe even worse, and i won’t be able to do jack shit about it because the asshole directing this all wants it to happen. }
* { like, i understand that he was under a lot of stress, i get it. but i’m fucking terrified of anything else happening and i took that out on him, and i guess it wasn’t right of me. i’ll. apologize later, i guess. i was tired and stressed and keyed up last night and i still am but it’s not much of an excuse. }
* { if you’re willing to show me that YOU specifically won’t act the way he did, then you’re fine. i just don’t want to chance leaving security that wide open again if i can do anything about it. }
{ * okay But Like, }
{ * He and I are completely different people. It’s kinda unfair to lump me in with him when he did what he did out of his own volition. In the end it was meant to get At Me anyway so… }
{ * But. Go ahead and up your security if it makes you feel better. }
* { the only reason I’m being harsh with you is because you killed the rat. that’s not something I’m going to just ignore. }
* { I understand you are different people, and I know he did it to fuck with you, but I can’t afford to take a lot of chances when things are this on edge around here. }
* { I won’t have you guilting me for it. }