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* and no, i’m not gonna be super subtle about this – you’re all probably going to know exactly who this is about.

* WITH THAT OUT OF THE WAY….

* you… are literally, like…. my entire world. light of my life. LOVE of my life, even.

* every day day since that day we met i constantly thank the powers above that we met. you’ve been so, SO incredibly kind to me and just… wonderful??? all around fantastic???? there isn’t a day that goes by that i don’t think about you and how much i love you (and not just because we’re still linked by our souls :P)

* i honestly never thought that i’d… find anyone that i clicked with like this ever again, not since what happened before i came to the void, but…. i found two people!!! two WONDERFUL people who i’m blessed enough to be this close with.

* not only did we fuse, but we’ve kept this close even after de-fusing and it is…. such a comfort. especially with everything going on. you’re like my rock and i hope i can be yours in return. and i really hope that this never fades. not to sound like…. creepy.

* but i honestly don’t know where i’d be if we hadn’t met and i love you with my Entire being, every day that i get to be with you is honestly my new favorite day and i hope it never changes or fades.

* i love you.

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* { you’re someone who time and time again still manages to surprise me…. but at the same time i know i really shouldnt be surprised. }

* { you’ve taken me in as if i was your own kid, you’ve been there for me through all of these recent breakdowns i’ve had and tried my damndest to cover up and i dont think i can ever repay you for that. i know you worry a lot about being a crybaby or being overbearing or overemotional, but…. you’re perfect as you are and i can’t imagine you any other way. }

* { you’re the best space dad a messed up kid like me could ever ask for. ;v; you’ve done… so much for me. so much that i never really thought anyone would want to do for me…?but im glad flaps met you. i’m glad you’re here. and… i’m glad you like me as much as you do. thank you. }

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* you!!! ANOTHER super cool person i look up to a lot. i think there’s starting to be some sort of pattern here. not… super sure what it is, BUT. there’s GOTTA be something there.

* i don’t think we talk…. overly much? but!!! you seem like you go through a lot, a lot that you haven’t really deserved, and i want to get to know you better beyond the goofing off we do whenever i see you around in sera’s chat.

* NOT THAT THAT ISNT FUN…. but you know! i like getting to know others a little more in depth than that. 😛 that’d be up to you, though, for sure. i don’t wanna be overstepping anything, hah.

* i hope things get better for you, overall.

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* you’re someone i’ve only managed to really know fairly recently, but… despite that i feel like we’ve gotten pretty close in that short amount of time. which is nice!

* i really…. want to be able to help you more. i don’t really know HOW i can, but you know! i worry about everyone and you’re no exception to that. :L you’re really nice to hang out with and i definitely want to do so more.

* and i’m…. really glad that this can be a safe place for you. it’s always nice to be able to provide that kind of thing for anyone, you know? and you definitely deserve a safe spot to chill, for sure. so i’m glad i can provide.

* i hope that things will work out with your sons. i’m here to help you all out if you want or need it, okay? you’d just need to ask.

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* you

* you!!!! i really!!!! REALLY look up to you. which feels…. kind of weird. considering we hardly talk? but holy shit, every time i see you on my dash my day gets a little better.

* we’ve joked at each other a couple times here and there, but like. i really definitely wouldn’t mind trying to get to know you better. you seem like such a chill and laid back guy, and i’ve just…. not known how to really approach you?

* which seems to be a bit of a common theme for guys like you and your brother for me. it’s something i need to work on in any case? BUT I DIGRESS.

* you’re REALLY cool, my dude. and i mean that with 100% sincerity. and we should absolutely try to talk more, if you want??? i think it’d be nice.

* ( as an added note, i should also mention that you and mtt are absolutely????? mcfreaking adorable together??? it makes my whole soul happy seeing you two interact on a day to day basis. it’s Good Stuff. )

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* we haven’t… talked, in a while, which is unfortunate. I’m not entirely sure what to say to you, though, you know? i don’t want to like…. accidentally overstep any boundaries, or make you uncomfortable with my constant worrying.

* speaking of worry, though, i do worry for you – a lot. i’m…. not entirely sure of your situation right now, as things stand, but i do hope things are at least going okay for you. 😦 i know it’s hard. but i have faith in you.

* i definitely want to talk more, if you want. but it’s up to you.

* { i want to talk to you… flaps is pretty sure in his faith that you can do good – as am i – but i’m still…. wary of talking myself. }

* { it’s hard to try and talk to other “player” entities, most of the time. it feels. weird. i’d like to try, but i don’t… really know how. }

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* we don’t! actually talk all too much? which is honestly a serious shame.

* that being said – i look up to you a lot, too. i’ve followed you for a good long while at this point, and it’s been wonderful to watch how you’ve grown and changed from where you started. i’d say it makes me proud, but that feels…. weird considering we don’t really talk all that much?

* i know you’re on really hard times, though. and i wish i could do something to help you out. 😦 you’re a wonderful person, through and through – but i know me offering you my home wouldn’t help you much. you seem to be doing well where you are, and i’m really glad for that.

* but!!! we should absolutely hang out and cook or bake sometime together???? i think that’d be a lot of fun.

* { i am…. so sorry about the meatflood, still, }

* { it was probably one of the worst first impressions i’d given in a while. }

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* you!!!

* i hope your legs and wrists are healing up okay??? i know i see you in seras chat a lot, and i’m glad for that.

* i do, uh, feel kinda bad that i was busting up your legs after only meeting you a couple of times…? but i’m absolutely honored that you trusted me that much to allow me to help you like that. you were and are Really brave, and i do hope nothing but the best for you moving forwards.

* we should hang out again sometime, though! when you have the time. let me know. c:

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* you meme…

* we don’t???? actually talk overly much. i don’t see you around a ton anymore – aside from that one chat i recently joined – but i wouldn’t mind getting to know you more. I know you were a good friend of Dayma’s too – i’m… not sure where they are, anymore, but you know.

* in any case i really enjoy seeing you on my dash. you put out more memes and goofy posts than most other people i follow on here, and it’s a nice reprieve from things.

* we should find a way to hang out sometime, i think. it’d be nice!

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* you!!! one of the sweetest kids i’ve Ever met, honestly???

* i don’t exactly…. know if i see you around much anymore, at least as far as messaging goes? things got confusing once your alt showed up but i really hope things are going well for you.

* i really want to cook more food for you sometime! and i want to get to actually Meet you…. i don’t think i have yet and that????? absolutely needs to change.

* i really do hope things start getting easier for you as far as school goes – but uh, if that’s… already been resolved you can ignore this, i’ll admit i’m a bit out of the loop. ;v;

* { i can’t make much comment here… i don’t think we’ve ever actually talked. but you seem like a good kid. }

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* i like to consider us pretty good friends – i mean. you gave me new ribs, for crying out loud.

* i know i’ve been, uh, really…. pulling back from things in general from you and the crew, though. and i feel bad about that, but i just… can’t really keep up anymore, you know? i want you all to be okay but stretching myself so much has been killing me.

* i really do hope things will be okay, though. and even if they don’t end up okay – i don’t want you giving up. i know it’ll be hard, if it does turn out that way – but there’s a lot more to live for. both for yourself and for others. i have faith in you. i really do.

* if you ever need my help – you’re free to reach out, okay? i’ll be here still.

* { honestly the most…. vivid thing i still unfortunately associate with you is saevis. i’m glad that i was able to help, a little, and i’m happy that you’ve… more or less recovered from the last attempt at getting rid of him for good. }

* { my memory’s mostly failing past that, though. ;; being away from that chat cut off a lot from us – done us both a lot of good, but it’s… harder and harder to remember a lot of things now. }

* { i hope things will be okay. i’m sorry you have to go through what’s going on. }