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* you’re lucky you added that three there!!!!!

* ANYWAYS.

* i’ve honestly…. looked up to you for a long time. you’ve dealt with a lot – and granted, you’ve also dealt OUT a lot, but i see you working towards being a better person and it’s definitely paid off in big ways. i’m really proud of you.

* that being said!!! i felt REALLY honored when we actually started talking… i know we don’t MUCH, but i feel pretty close with you either way and i definitely look forwards to getting to know you better, and being able to help you out more when it’s needed.

* you’re a pretty cool dude. even if things get harder for you – keep your chin up. you’ve been a real positive force for a number of others. you got this. c:


* { we…. don’t actually talk much. i know flaps talks to you a lot, and really admires you – like he does for a lot of people on this site, actually – but i know you’re a good person. i guess i’m a little unsure of talking to you because i’m not really sure how you feel towards players and i don’t want to spook you off, but you make flaps really happy whenever you’re around and that’s a good mark in my book. }

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* yOU CHEEKY FUCKER I FIGURED YOU MIGHT SEND THIS NUMBER IN.

* you’re!!! relatively new around here. i wasn’t really sure what to make of you when you first dropped in – literally speaking – but you’ve proven tenfold that you’re incredibly trustworthy and loyal to the whole house.

* i can tell you’ve been hurting a lot recently, though. 😦 it worries me. i know that there’s a lot going on that’s been on your mind, but…. i want you to know you can talk to me about whatever’s bothering you, okay? i’m here for you, and I don’t want you to be isolating yourself through this.


* { another brother…. we don’t hang out much, but it’s nice every time we do. that’s probably on me for being as distant as i am, though. you’re a really nice presence to have around the house… and we’re really lucky you ended up here, of all places. you’ve done a lot to help us all out, and sought me out personally a few times. it’s been really comforting. }

* { and… he’ll be okay. i promise. }

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* MAN…. you’ve been around a while too! longer than that first guy, really – you’ve been around since like, the Start of me reaching out to people it feels like.

* i know we don’t always talk a Ton, but having you living here and just….. generally having you around? it’s really nice. you’re someone i’m completely comfortable around, and i trust you completely. i’m really glad you decided to let us move you here. you definitely make the void a far more comforting and interesting place. 


* { my big sis!!!! i know we got off to a really… bad start initially, but i’m really glad that changed over time. ;v; i know i’m distant a lot, but it means a lot to have you be there for me or for you to take the time to message me every now and then…. it’s nice to feel remembered and loved. }

* { love you. ❤ }

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* man…. i can’t even REMEMBER when i met you. you’ve been a constant for a long while now – and it’s been fantastic, you know? i’ve been really happy to see how you grow and change, and you’ve been a good friend to me.

* looking at you now…. i’m just filled with this like. weird sense of pride. like. look at you! look how far you’ve come! you’re so different, but… you’re also in such a better place than i ever managed to see you in.

* i know you’ve been having a hard time again, but….. i really am proud of you. from the absolute bottom of my soul. and every time you call me “dad” it still makes me giddy and excited because it is such a privilege for someone who’s gone through so much to look up to me like that. it’s a really fantastic feeling.


* { i never talked to you much at first, i don’t think. granted i didn’t really talk to anyone before the whole player thing came to light, but… you’ve been a good friend. even if we’ve had a couple spats, you’re like… a big brother to me. i’m still remembering the chinese takeout box times pretty fondly. =P }

* { … at any rate, i do really… .appreciate that you were willing to forgive me and want to talk to me again. you’re comfortable to be around, and i really cherish that. you’re a really wonderful person and i hope things keep getting better for you. you deserve a lot better than what had been dealt to you in the past. }