* nICE….. thank you!!!!! i’ll. make use of that sweatshirt later i think i have Food that needs eating for now,
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I’m glad you’ve realized your mistakes, Runiel. Why were you so overbearing and controlling in the first place, and how did you realize you were wrong?
* { i think a lot of it that i was scared. and…. actively trying to push people away, i guess? }
* { i didn’t like being awake. i didn’t like being aware of things again, but i figured that if i had to stay awake, i could at least try to actively go after the big threats in the void. }
* { and maybe that if i was too aggressive about it, maybe i’d be forced back into being dormant. or. something. i don’t know. i wasn’t happy back then and it’s still hard for me to not want to go back to not being actively around. }
Sounds like you were quite a spoiled child. Have you told anyone else your backstory? It’s quite a sad one, but I admit, I expected something a little more dramatic. Were the other kids jealous of all your fancy gizmos? Do you miss your family and your friends?
* { i haven’t, no. i was never really asked in depth about it before and i figured it wasn’t really important to share. }
* { i’m…. i don’t particularly remember much outside of my immediate family. i miss my parents – they were good to me, but…. this is my home now. and this is my family now. }
* { i don’t think i’d trade it for anything. }
How much do you know about the canon Undertale game, and how much do you know about the various AU’s, Runiel? Did you see every single piece of dialogue the game had to offer? And because you know it’s all just a game, does that diminish the feelings you have for all these people you’ve met?
* { i never did, no. i’ve… researched a lot of it since waking back up, for sure, but i definitely don’t know everything. }
* { i’ve admittedly stopped paying attention to a lot of AU stuff going on. most of it doesn’t concern Flaps or myself, so it just…. seems kinda pointless to try and get wrapped up in it all beyond whatever people we’re close with are in. }
* { as for if it diminishes my feelings at all – no, not for a moment. this is my reality now as much as it is theirs, and their lives are real. they’re important to me. even the people i hate, i don’t see them as less than myself for originating from where they may have. }
Well, that certainly was a nice story! I’m assuming that after you got stuck in the room you met Flaps? You made a deal with him so you wouldn’t be lonely, and so he would have more freedom, yes? Did you have any idea what you were getting into? Would you still play the game the way you did, and make the deal with Flaps, knowing what you know now?
* { mhm. well – yes on the fact that i met him after getting trapped here. }
* { we made the deal because we knew neither of us would survive otherwise – he was near dying and i was almost out of energy to keep myself alive in here. so we decided to just…. fuse our code to that of the room. i’d handle the nuances involved in being able to manipulate the space, and he would remain as the actual present being. }
* { seeing as, you know. gasters are almost all you see here. }
* { if i knew what would happen – everything leading up to how things are now? }
* { i’d do it without hesitating, i think. }
Did you play the pacifist route on all your runs? What was the last run you ever did? True or Soulless Pacifist?
* { i only did two runs – the first was pacifist, the one where i got brought back to the start on. }
* { the second was a complete pacifist, out-of-the underground run. i never planned on doing more past that. }
Naw, we wouldn’t be bored. We love hearing stories and background knowledge! At least, some of us do…you haven’t told that story yet, have you? I’m still relatively new here…
* { iiii do not think i have, now that i think about it. }
* { i guess it doesn’t make sense now that i look back on it, but. it is what happened. }
* { i uh. i’m gonna put this under a readmore, i think, just. just in case? }
* { so – i was, about. 12, i think, when undertale came out in my universe. timeline…. whatever. you know. }
* { now – to back this up a bit, uh, my family is. was? fairly wealthy. they worked in the computer industry – both worked with a company that was geared towards trying to find ways to make virtual reality more realistic and immersive. }
* { anyways, uh – most of my stuff was set up with a lot of this equipment at my asking, i loved the idea of really getting into my games and i did it with every game i really could. and things worked fine, they never gave me anything that had been deemed unsafe, you know. }
* { but when i got my hands on undertale, i started hearing about like… hidden files. hidden NPCs in the game – the mystery man, the followers, you know. gaster and his group. }
* { and i started to try and get the character name to BE gaster, but each time i tried the game would just reject it. }
* { i started getting into the code to try and force it, for a while, and it worked! and i was happy, but. we did. manage to find the grey room, while using that name, and… }
* { all i can remember past that is blacking out and waking back up with frisk back at the beginning. }
* { we went through things, made it to the end, i figured maybe things would be fine – but when they exited the area past the barrier i just got. yanked out and away. stuck in the void, stuck in a room, all alone. }
* { i’ve been here ever since. }