* we haven’t… talked, in a while, which is unfortunate. I’m not entirely sure what to say to you, though, you know? i don’t want to like…. accidentally overstep any boundaries, or make you uncomfortable with my constant worrying.

* speaking of worry, though, i do worry for you – a lot. i’m…. not entirely sure of your situation right now, as things stand, but i do hope things are at least going okay for you. 😦 i know it’s hard. but i have faith in you.

* i definitely want to talk more, if you want. but it’s up to you.

* { i want to talk to you… flaps is pretty sure in his faith that you can do good – as am i – but i’m still…. wary of talking myself. }

* { it’s hard to try and talk to other “player” entities, most of the time. it feels. weird. i’d like to try, but i don’t… really know how. }

* we don’t! actually talk all too much? which is honestly a serious shame.

* that being said – i look up to you a lot, too. i’ve followed you for a good long while at this point, and it’s been wonderful to watch how you’ve grown and changed from where you started. i’d say it makes me proud, but that feels…. weird considering we don’t really talk all that much?

* i know you’re on really hard times, though. and i wish i could do something to help you out. 😦 you’re a wonderful person, through and through – but i know me offering you my home wouldn’t help you much. you seem to be doing well where you are, and i’m really glad for that.

* but!!! we should absolutely hang out and cook or bake sometime together???? i think that’d be a lot of fun.

* { i am…. so sorry about the meatflood, still, }

* { it was probably one of the worst first impressions i’d given in a while. }

* i like to consider us pretty good friends – i mean. you gave me new ribs, for crying out loud.

* i know i’ve been, uh, really…. pulling back from things in general from you and the crew, though. and i feel bad about that, but i just… can’t really keep up anymore, you know? i want you all to be okay but stretching myself so much has been killing me.

* i really do hope things will be okay, though. and even if they don’t end up okay – i don’t want you giving up. i know it’ll be hard, if it does turn out that way – but there’s a lot more to live for. both for yourself and for others. i have faith in you. i really do.

* if you ever need my help – you’re free to reach out, okay? i’ll be here still.

* { honestly the most…. vivid thing i still unfortunately associate with you is saevis. i’m glad that i was able to help, a little, and i’m happy that you’ve… more or less recovered from the last attempt at getting rid of him for good. }

* { my memory’s mostly failing past that, though. ;; being away from that chat cut off a lot from us – done us both a lot of good, but it’s… harder and harder to remember a lot of things now. }

* { i hope things will be okay. i’m sorry you have to go through what’s going on. }

* you’re lucky you added that three there!!!!!

* ANYWAYS.

* i’ve honestly…. looked up to you for a long time. you’ve dealt with a lot – and granted, you’ve also dealt OUT a lot, but i see you working towards being a better person and it’s definitely paid off in big ways. i’m really proud of you.

* that being said!!! i felt REALLY honored when we actually started talking… i know we don’t MUCH, but i feel pretty close with you either way and i definitely look forwards to getting to know you better, and being able to help you out more when it’s needed.

* you’re a pretty cool dude. even if things get harder for you – keep your chin up. you’ve been a real positive force for a number of others. you got this. c:

* { we…. don’t actually talk much. i know flaps talks to you a lot, and really admires you – like he does for a lot of people on this site, actually – but i know you’re a good person. i guess i’m a little unsure of talking to you because i’m not really sure how you feel towards players and i don’t want to spook you off, but you make flaps really happy whenever you’re around and that’s a good mark in my book. }

* yOU CHEEKY FUCKER I FIGURED YOU MIGHT SEND THIS NUMBER IN.

* you’re!!! relatively new around here. i wasn’t really sure what to make of you when you first dropped in – literally speaking – but you’ve proven tenfold that you’re incredibly trustworthy and loyal to the whole house.

* i can tell you’ve been hurting a lot recently, though. 😦 it worries me. i know that there’s a lot going on that’s been on your mind, but…. i want you to know you can talk to me about whatever’s bothering you, okay? i’m here for you, and I don’t want you to be isolating yourself through this.

* { another brother…. we don’t hang out much, but it’s nice every time we do. that’s probably on me for being as distant as i am, though. you’re a really nice presence to have around the house… and we’re really lucky you ended up here, of all places. you’ve done a lot to help us all out, and sought me out personally a few times. it’s been really comforting. }

* { and… he’ll be okay. i promise. }

* MAN…. you’ve been around a while too! longer than that first guy, really – you’ve been around since like, the Start of me reaching out to people it feels like.

* i know we don’t always talk a Ton, but having you living here and just….. generally having you around? it’s really nice. you’re someone i’m completely comfortable around, and i trust you completely. i’m really glad you decided to let us move you here. you definitely make the void a far more comforting and interesting place. 

* { my big sis!!!! i know we got off to a really… bad start initially, but i’m really glad that changed over time. ;v; i know i’m distant a lot, but it means a lot to have you be there for me or for you to take the time to message me every now and then…. it’s nice to feel remembered and loved. }

* { love you. ❤ }